Last night I had one of the wet nights of my life. I despised it do much and I felt so damn angry throughout the whole thing.
Alcohol is an evil and stupid thin todo. Fucking Christ I can at least understand why adults do it (however even then I can’t really like it but I don’t judge.) But fucking underage drinkers rage me so much.
I despise alcohol with every fiber if my being. I hate the smell of it, I hate the taste of it, the idea if it, the sight of it, and I utterly despise drunkenness. Alcohol let people lose control, and much like y bet friend, I fear and I hate losing control. And by drinking I lose control of my damn fucking body and mind.
I hate stupidity. It is what peeves me the most in the world. Like I can’t fuming deal with it. And being stuck in a room of drunk people is torturous for me.
I just can’t believe you two did it. You both hypocritical dumbasses. And both of you did it for a pathetic reason. you didn’t want people to judge you. You didn’t want to be left out. You were scared that if you didn’t drink the group would no longer like you. Well hogtie a fucking spine and ten come back to me. I understand wanting to change or to try new things in order to it into a new group of people. We all do it all the time. But you shouldn’t fucking compromise your control of your body along with your judgement to make decisions just based on a fucking insecurity. And just two weeks ago you were judging another one of our friends or getting drunk. You two are both so pathetic.
And speaking of our little friend here, he is the biggest slut when he’s drunk and will not stop making out with other people. There’s nothing wrong with being a slut, but when you have to hide behind drunkenness as an excuse for your sexual behavior, you’re just a pathetic piece of shit who is ashamed if himself for loving someone he couldn’t love.
And I don’t fucking know why the two of you wanting to get so fucking drunk. Drinking for the sake of getting drunk is disgusting. I can’t fucking believe you two for pushing the whole group into this. Of course they didn’t resist at all.
And the one that should’ve resisted the most is you. You being the “adult” of this damn group. But now you might lose your fucking career and I won’t feel bad for you because you brought this onto yourself.
There was just so much stupidity. I couldn’t handle this fucking thing.
I fucking love Carlos Diaz to death. He’s leaving for Puerto Rico and I am so damn sad about that. Carlos is a flawless bitch and I can trust him a lot.
And of course Hiram Martinez-Cabrera. The person who understands me most in the world. I’m going to miss my best friend so much. Like he’s fucking awesome. We’ve loved between so many cycles of friends together. Very soon this one will come to a close, probably because of college, maybe because of alcohol.
If this happens again, I’m breaking up with you and I am never hanging out with you again.
I fucking hate alcohol.